THE DESIRE
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Monday, May 18, 2009
chaos
so life is getting crazier by the second..I'm so sori so many ppl out there had 2 go tru so many scolding from me..because of my own fault...so yeah...what's life all about?damn...so yeah..what's wromg wif flunking my mye.?It doesnt matter as long as i learn from my own mistakes..obviously i didnt prepare it 2 begin wiv.so yeah...i sent a bloody message to salleh..saying how much i hate him so he wote back saying we can still be friends?like wtf sia..please u caused me damage and still do..LISTEN HERE!YES I BLAME YOU FOR THE KINDA PERSON I M RIGHT NOW!!!!sad...but yeah...that's d truth..i'm sick and tired of it la seriously...still sick..will go back to school tomorrow...please god gime the strength to get up and go..keep on moving no matter wha happens...wait...when's my prelim?nurul...came up with my study timetable and it's damn long till 12 midniht i must say it's tiring but hey?it's for my own sake ryt?bear wiv it a few more months..fia my dear..u noe ur smart...u noe u have d ability so y?wats stopping u?its ur laziness aint it?up til now,ur oni uusin 20% of willpower and intelligence i noe u can do it..dear..strive on..gambate!!!!!!!!
the lady
9:16 PM
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blood test
final day of the exam,i suffered from flu.The highest it got that day was 39.5 degrees celcius.I'm not kidding.It totally happened.So yeah...i duno..but it was totally fcking iiritating.SO went to poly..check doctor and all.i Had like 5 types of medication?@ bottles of cough mixture?Is it that bad?Got results for my mye anyway...I failed.all subs i think..I'm on mc today and tomorrow..so what can i say?If that aint bad enuf?I had to go for blood test.Reults came out 15 min later,i was tested negative for whatever the cause the doctor wants me to take it for.O well..I panicked right then,i was so afraid sia...who knows ryt?
anytin can happen so yea i duno..And my mum has been bunkin in my room since im sick so yeah.I'm so tired serious..I cant take it.If this were to continue I'll trip fall...hit the ground flat on my face...im afrraid of failure a trait i learn cuz dez juz fucking shits happening...
the lady
5:07 AM
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
cough
i've been coughing this past few days..i duno y.?so yeah i spent my time...going out with fath...her boifey and haikel....so yeah...we had fun...haikel n his r gays?
lol...but,it was v damn funny la...i've got a last paper tmr...my sciences...bio n chem...sob...i'v egt art remdl tmr...n i havnt done anything 4 art
d past few weeks...fuck...back to the start...art 101...have patience...haisx....duno how many times i've to actually repeat dat 2 myself?
omg?
shits...
coughing again..wonda hu i gt it from?coughcoughcough.....lol =.="
so yeah...dats all 4 tdy
i tink im turning in soon..tired n all...haix..btw...thx haikal 4 tdy..im sorry if whatever i did to you earlier creeped you out..or sent shivers down your spine...well...anw...thx 4 ur help..in uploading n all...til here...
muacks!!!!!!!! <3 love ya cuzzie! chill again soon yea?
the lady
5:10 AM
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
time will tell
"time will tell"-...........damn...i've been hearing this quote over and over again..it's damn irritating la...hahahhahahahx...so yeah..i'm in the midst of my mye so damn stress....been living my life like a zombie stuck in a rut...oh well...so yeah..tmr poa exam...doing a bit of poa...and a bit of geog hopefully later...haikal has been nagging me to revise on my geog...so yeah...will be revising a bit later...if i've got time...anyway...i enjoyed my day last saturday...we both went out with hisbullah and haikal...so yeah though its our first time meeting haikal...we seemed to have clicked well...so i'm glad..haikal owns his own thrash metal band called kronix...so hope u peeps check them out sometimes...haikal...do you know i find that when you growl u did a good job..thus...i've been asking you to growl more...lol...so yeah...went to somerset...mac...studied bio..though my beloved cuzzie ended up doing it for me lol... =.="
anw.we enjoyed ourselves...the 3 of em...skate at tanah merah and fath,has been asking me to try it out but i declined...oh well...met her again on sunday...shits happens but i want you to know....i love you...and will always be there if you need me hugs and kisses from your crazy cuzzie..hahahhahahahx...hope to see you soon...miz ya...you go babe!!!!!!!!!jiayou!!!!!!!!i'm rooting for you!!!!
the lady
10:08 PM
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Friday, April 17, 2009
fatal seduction
ok...school was tiring...and i so longed for my weekend...and it's finally here...hmph..i had a delusion a few days ago...i won't talk much about it...but..i think...i was being overconfident with myself...but..it's ok..i'm finishin my 10 figure detailing soon..
and hopefully i will start shading em by today...anw....have been having a sore body and it aches...n i so wished that i will get a massage too..
yeah...life was ok..and sch was alryt 2...juz dat...i kinda wish 2 b a lil kid wif her infactuation...u know...i just hpe i have someone to lend me his shoulder kinda thing..but i must never allow myself...i just cant
it will bring harm into my lifwe..oh weelll...........
ive gt notin much 2 say..so c ya arnd..
the lady
9:54 PM
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Tuesday, April 7, 2009
life is wonderful
well..i spent my weekend celebrating basya's 4th birthday..happy birthday...basya..bibik doakan..basya happy2 selalu...enjoy ur childhood kays darling...so yeah...went to chalet...i bunked in with my cousins..and there's where i figure that jason mraz is a great musician/philosopher...i fell in love with his music..thanks nurul huda..u introduce it to me..it;s slow...but i find the lyrics meaningful..interesting how life seems to be..anyway i'm doing quite well
will get back on my feet soon..thanks to my undying support by my friends and family..thanks guys i love you all!!!!you're the best!i'm listening to details in the fabric now...so how come i'm listening to ballads,jazz and bossa nova all of a sudden?i dunno..but it's great..life is graet..take a step back and u'll realise how grate ur life is..
the lady
2:58 AM
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009
well..here;s the 1st of april...Life was so freaking hard this couple of weeks...I've listened to a lot of my friends woes today..not because it's the april pranks..but it just so happenend that it's their bad day...so i just dunno...Right now i'm listening to a malay oldie klasik...called Dimanakan ku cari ganti....khas ku tujukan kepada seseorang itu...yang sentiasa di fikiranku...kau masih ku rindu walaupun sudah sebulan kita berpisah...lol...to mr A...i had placed my hopes on you..and i was so disapointed yesterday that i'm not the only one you called by...so yeah...i couldn't sleep last night.thinking about it..and u haven'y replied the texts i sent you..
life..is
such
a
pain
in
the
ass
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the lady
2:31 AM
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